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    SinsOfEli
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    Honesty in the stay

    Post by SinsOfEli on Sun Nov 07, 2010 2:29 pm


    I couldn't have said all I said to you then, but now I think I just might be strong enough.
    Sitting here in this rotting rocking chair, with my pale hands wrapped around this book.
    And truth is that i'll never back done, or smile , never leave your side even if I tried.
    But here we are , in this broken house of lies and I think it's about time you heard my side..

    Because I was a fool to ever fall inlove with you,
    make promises and build dreams, around us.
    I was the girl from the other side of the road, never knowing what was in store for me. You tossed everything away for some girl from the past, you gave us next to nothing with your absent presence, turned away from all that we'd made.

    I'd been sick with the strain, the worry and distain for the pain of all the times you said you wished i would die, and just go away and let you have you play time.
    And I forgave you.. like I always do.
    But this time, I think i'm strong enough to tell you whats between the lines..
    Yes I won't ever go away, i'll stay like you've asked me to stay, and I';ll try again because that's just how i am. But know that this time around theres not much me left to be found and if your going to break whats left, break it all. Because theres no coming back.. there is no coming back from another fall.

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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by Guest on Sun Nov 07, 2010 3:56 pm

    You really giving him another shot?
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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by SinsOfEli on Sun Nov 07, 2010 3:58 pm

    I love him...
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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by Guest on Sun Nov 07, 2010 4:04 pm

    I know you do but dont.
    How many more chances r u going to give him?
    You falling im a pattern.
    I love you and I'd br damned but I'll see how I make him pay if he hurts u again.
    You need to heal.
    He's not the solution.
    He's a drug.
    You are addicted.
    Get him out of thehouse
    get rid of the addiction
    Live ur life FOR Ben and YOU
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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by SinsOfEli on Sun Nov 07, 2010 4:33 pm

    I'm going through with this.
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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by Guest on Sun Nov 07, 2010 4:42 pm

    You know I'm not wrong
    When have I about this?
    Damn it El.
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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by SinsOfEli on Sun Nov 07, 2010 4:55 pm

    He is Ben's father, and I love him, and he is bloody well trying. am i saying he's changed.. no.. but i am saying i want to see why he really came back.. he had everything there.. her, his appartment, his life.. Do not think this is easy for me.. I know what i am putting my self through. and I am walking this path.
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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by Guest on Sun Nov 07, 2010 5:43 pm

    You Divorcedhim because it was right.
    Yes he's Ben's Father let him be. He shiuld be in his life as much as possible. Good for him leaving evrytjing. Doing right by his son.
    You rn't his wife, ur his friend. You shouldnt b lovers.
    He's illyes ok but he can work and live nearby.
    He was great b4 he became aggressive wasnt he? B4 he cheated? He wooed you. He's doingbit again bcuz u dont have the guts to tell him no. Just like you couldnt stand up to him when he lay a hand on u1st.
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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by SinsOfEli on Sun Nov 07, 2010 10:24 pm

    This is not something i wan't to discuss any further. I am going to be with Oren, and that's final. You're one of my best friends, and I love you to pieces, but this is it. Me writing..helps when memories become to much.. it doesnt mean im ill begotten in the presence of him. You don't know how he is now. .. I want to Be with Him.
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    Re: Honesty in the stay

    Post by Guest on Sun Nov 07, 2010 10:38 pm

    *Sighs* Well...if thats so...I'm there for you...

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