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    new poem-AvPD

    Post by redabashedenigma on Wed Dec 15, 2010 4:38 pm

    not really sure what i'm going to really call it yet but yea.....

    Always Vicariously Pretending Dontchyaknow


    That ghost,
    The one in the back of my head,
    It tells me,
    “You’re not worth anything, I dread”

    Day after day,
    The throbbing persists.
    It tells me my biggest fears,
    It’s a cancerous cyst.

    Sometimes I wonder,
    If you think I’m stupid.
    Putting thoughts in my head,
    Making it seem there could be a Cupid.

    I wonder if you, too,
    Think I’m insane.
    You ask me questions,
    And tell me I’m to blame.

    “Go for it”
    Says my heart,
    “No, it can’t happen”
    Says my head.

    I long to be worthy
    Of the purest Love,
    But of course I’ll fall short
    Of the Judgment above.

    I try to blend in,
    Like I am supposed to fit
    But I stick out at best,
    What a sick skit.

    I feel driven
    To get oh so close,
    But I drive everyone away
    And let my life decompose.

    I continually live with these feelings,
    And so many more weigh,
    I am at a loss of words,
    oh happy day.
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    Re: new poem-AvPD

    Post by Guest on Wed Dec 15, 2010 4:45 pm


    :/
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    Re: new poem-AvPD

    Post by redabashedenigma on Wed Dec 15, 2010 4:47 pm

    what?
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    Re: new poem-AvPD

    Post by Guest on Wed Dec 15, 2010 6:21 pm

    YOUTUBE SEARCH!!

    What what in the butt!
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    Re: new poem-AvPD

    Post by redabashedenigma on Sun Dec 19, 2010 11:29 pm

    i have no idea what you are talking about...

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